Time to seriously wake up and not get fked by other ppl.
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Surpise entry.. towards 2010!
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Lol its been so long since i touched this blog. I guess i would be using it for awhile till the end of this year. I doubt anyone will be seeing this so i'll just anyhow ratter on.
2009... indeed a very shitty year for me. Had my palm read by this Master Khor, an astro-palmist. Most of his predictions were disgustingly accurate and scary. Especially all the bad ones.
Let's see. First was about my money issue. He said i would lose alot of money in 2009 and i need to be careful about it. I did lost alot of money this year thus far. I lent money to a guy who i knew only for a few months just because i was too nice. Ended up i was being taken advantage of and he has yet to return my $1.3k =/ Spent alot of money on cab rides too lol unknowingly, my money in my bank account has become so low.
Another prediction he made was about my love life. He said that my relationship this year, no matter how much i try or what, will not work at all. The r/s i get is a result of just using me without any thing. Needless to say, i afraid it is happening to some extent. At least for the not working out part. I chose not to believe his words yet as much as i try to prevent it, the inevitable still happened. =(
Well i guess things are really beyond hope. At least for the remaining few days to the end of 2009.
One prediction which did not occur however, is that i will suffer head injuries. Glad that didnt happen if not i'll just be more irrational or stupid lol I guess it really proved a point that, all the predictions are just coincidental and not predetermined by fate or anything else. I guess there is still hope after all bah. Even if its still low, i will still try =)
Havent really been myself this year. Neglected alot of friends, work. Became irresponsible and did stuff which i never would have do. Time to wake up for 2010. I shall get back on my feet and move on bah.
If things are meant to be, we will eventually come back together. If not, im glad to have been through the times with you. Even though it was a short period of time, the few weeks were truly enjoyable. =) I can't possibly undo the damage i've did or the pain i caused you, but i do hope that you are able to forget all those.
11 more days to go till the end of this cursed year =)
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National Day Parade 2007
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Finally ndp is over and im glad.. haha one less saikang to do... for the past few weeks had been packing goody bags and other stuff... it was boring ... but better than having outfield trainings for sure ... For my first time i never watched ndp live or on tv.. instead doing duty at padang as an official (sounds big but lol it isnt) .. basically my job is too do saikang.. like carrying heavy stuff for the NTUC ppl ( the organisers) at padang and help to control crowd.. there was this largest human flag event at padang that day... started at afternoon 3 pm.. but we already started work since morning... was giving out free balloons, caps and singapore flags just outside Raffles city...it was fun haha.. loved the expression on the faces of the little kids after they got the goodies from me.. but what disgusted me was the typical "kiasu" singaporean attitude... lol.. i just merely took out a box of caps.. and all started to swarm towards me like some hungry dogs... not only taking one but several for each of themselves.. greedy shittsss ... at least there were many pretty girls to look at and collect stuff from me =x lol and what i was doing at raffles city was definitely much better than the rest of my friends who were at padang under the hot sun.. moving stores lol.. we only joined them after our items were exhausted.
The crowd at padang was crazy man... the open space was barricaded and a stage erected at the front along with a large LCD screen... the distribution points were poorly planned out.. they were too near the edges of the enclosed area and there were many civilians trying to kope all extra stuff ... lol alot tried to beg us to give them.. but as much as we want.. we couldnt .. we had our instructions not to... but some even went to the extend to steal the goodys lol... one auntie was taking away 10 ndp bags and got caught by police.. and chased away from the area lol... SINGAPOREANs man... anything "FREE" attracts singaporeans ... lol what a bad image we showing to the other foreigners..didnt manage to view the national day parade.. the screen was rather small and i had to do my stuff..
The worst thing which happened to me was that this old chinese couple approached me... and started speaking alot of malay to me lol... i was like "huh? wtf u saying" (didnt used wtf literally) ..lol then they realised i was not a malay guy -________________- wad the hell...
the event ended roughly around 8.30... i tot it was over.. lol... but we had to continue to clear the rest of the clapper stars.. and stores for the ntuc ppl... lazy ppl.. making use of us NSFs... when the crowd started to clear.. what was left was just rubbish all scattered over the field..we were only dismissed at 10 pm... i was shagged man lol.. tired from the standing and talking with the public.. the public is really damn irritating to handle.. i finally understand how it feels like when u're dealing with public at work.. anyway i managed to kope alot of clapper stars.. its just a lame star-shaped torch which droved alot of ppl crazy .. and total of 3 ndp bags... heh heh... now i can make a France or Italy flag bag =D anyway i think this is gonna be the last time i wanna take part in any event which involved handling with public lol.. it totally sux.. though its fun sometimes.. irritating ppl still overrides anything...but afterall.. its quite an interesting experience for me this year on national day
17-18th august there's gonna be some fireworks festival at marina/padang area... be sure to catch if u're a fireworks fetish =) ... sianz outfield next week.. when is ord man lol
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Beautiful things
Thursday, August 02, 2007
This song rocks man...DJ TIesto & Andain especially the singing and its trance! woot my new favourite now
020807
This morning had a 18 km run at east coast park... now back at hm finally.. shaggggg man... even saw brent at ecp today running as well too haha...but i didnt really clock a good timing this time.. cuz havent ran for like 3 weeks due to ndp involvement....packing goody bags etc.. sianz.. Army Half Marathon coming this 26th aug... still left 24 days ? in fact is lesser than that.. cuz ndp is coming... getting more and more busy liao.. hoping to come in below 1hr 50mins for the 21 km half marathon this year... having plans to take part in 42 km full marathon at the end of the year hahaz... still waiting for the response of my other friends... sounds a lil crazy man... never really ran so much in my life b4.. oh well once in awhile do such a thing seems fun to me =D
Anywayz.. this coming sunday 4th august... stupid ndp saikang again.. this time will be at marina /suntec region giving out ndp balloons ... lol who ever wants them man.. besides little kids with families... have to finish 750 balloons in total.. but i doubt we gonna bring the exact 750 there hehe ... probably some will be kindly donated to the trash bin and some left at home.. and the rest to the public haha.. my legs and ankle already start to ache and suan liao.. still have to stand whole day from 1 pm till night on sunday... sianzz haha oh well still beats staying in camp sometimes... these days feel as if i've already ORDed... almost everyday stay out... able to go home ...have time to catch up with my old friends haha but after ndp training tempo will start to set in again... outfield trainings and more trainings.. but not to worry cuz oRd is near next year hahaz ... still left about 6 to 7 months left
now feeling quite bored at hm... quite tired as well hahaz ... just listening to some music ...trying to find things to do... lol so free man.. tml sure will have a hard time getting up
Hmm...how i wish i can still go back to jc time.. hahaz.. missed so many opportunities and chances... with * ....now kinda too late to regret or do anything le i guess >_<
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And if i'd fought with all the strength i held inside...
Monday, July 30, 2007
Above & beyond - Alone tonight
Slipping side ways, silver stars collide And fade away just like our love that died And there is no where in this universe to hide From you tonight
I've wrestled with angels all my life Its always the haloes and the wings that keep you blind And if i'd fought with all the strength i held inside I wouldn't be out here Alone tonight
I Wouldn't be standing alone tonight I Wouldn't be standing alone tonight I Wouldn't be standing alone tonight I Wouldn't be standing alone tonight
Woaaaaaah
Alone tonight, just like the western star i'm sinking The angels curse me blind with straight and crooked thinking Alone tonight, just like the western star i'm sinking The angels curse me blind with straight and crooked thinking
(Repeat)
This is one of my favourites from Above & beyond... something wrong with youtube today.. shall post a mtv of it soon =) i like the lyrics especially haha... or rather this quote
" And if i'd fought with all my strength i held inside, i wouldnt be out here alone tonight. "
kinda fits the situation im in i guess... last time in jc... haha the one mebe i wanted to and would've jio if i can go back in time .. oh well.. that gay pradeep still has alot to tell me... always change topic dun wanna tell me >_<>
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Nj stoRy~
Friday, July 20, 2007
More coming up.. try to make as many as i can... limited by the hair styles though =/
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Block leave and offs.. feel like a block ?
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Having my block leave and off this week.. from monday to wednesday... haha.. 5 days long weekend... supposed to be shiok yet i feel damn bored instead haha... seems like army is screwing up my mind.. wished to have free time while in camp.. now when i get it.. i suddenly dunno what to do during my free time besides playing game at hm.. going out ( to play again lol) .. i would be playing my game now if not for some stupid server maintainence zzzzz =_-;;
Been addicted to the game Company of Heroes recently.. lol kept going to Cathay besides plaza Singapura to play at the E2max lan place... keep going with the usual gays .. each time at least 3 to 4 hrs there... initially got conned before we found that there's this safra offer.. play 2 hrs get 1 hr free! During weekday... its like 2.50 per hr... so we play 3 hrs for just 5 bucks..owning man... but that before 6 pm.. after 6 will be 7 bucks for 3 hrs.. still cheap =) considering good coms and razor mouse (oo yeah).. haha
Ndp is around the corner woooo~ gonna be busy for the next few weeks to come... ndp stuff.. saturdays burn... hahaz all for just one day... this year's ndp gonna be very interesting... if u guys got the chance u should head down to the ground and watch it =) just about 7 months more till O.R.d. =) not long
Tags Jason and shaun: why jason jealous isit? lol anyway what happened to our paintball plan ? that gay pradeep ... Ratatouille is nice! though i watched it on dvd haha.. let's go play coh again woot
Emmi: haha i only told one person only =p no one else shall know
You ever have any regrets in your life before? im sure everyone do.. i do have many regrets...
As we all know ...most of us gonna turn 21 next year or so... yet for the past 20 years or so.. we have these regrets...mistakes.. things which u wished u never done or wished had done... don't u wish u can go back track and go back in time.. to relive ur life ? Let's say i make it possible for you to do so.. u can go back in time.. change what u did and never do in the past 20 years and make it better..
But the sad news is... that's not possible =/ we don't have the capabilities to do time travel...oh yeah.. we cant control time... but we cannot let time control us as well... everything we do counts in every second... so we cant change history... we have to live on with regrets .. however there's one thing we do... just imagine.. we are 40 years old now... and u are able to go back in time ... probably back in ur 21... what would u do to make ur life better ? have no regrets at all ? Right now where you're standing (or sitting) ... u've just went back in time... from 40 to 21 =) so make the difference now... how you wanna relive your life. You are reliving you life right now (hope u guys can understand what i mean) Attitude is important in every aspect.
me personally have couple of regrets.. mainly in jc life ? haha.. supposedly my most fun time in my life.. yet came along with the most down periods.... wished i had focused more on studying.. wished i was never too engrossed in my cca work... wished i never neglected the people around me... wished i had jio some girls i knew in 37th council ? who ? hahaz =p interested in them yet didnt take any action.. oh well.. now im just in the army...
they say that army takes away time from us... in controversy.. i think i have more time.. set aside to think and reflect upon my life... need to start thinking what to do after my ORD date in 2008 feb... had a couple of ideas in mind... play sports regularly (badminton) gyming learn dance learn driving work these things to occupy my free time before uni starts.. hope my uni life would be a better one... been hearing from people that its boring in uni.. better not be for my case =)
There are generally 3 ways we learn things throughout our lives 1. Experiencing a value 2. Doing a deed 3. By suffering
ideally the best is the first choice BUT ultimately
the choice is yours think about it.. how u wanna live ur life =)
anyway.... transformers owns
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I don't wanna stop
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Candace: whats face book ? haha im lazy =p The rest: updated liao.. so sianzzzz
haha finally decided to update my blog and write an entry.. after a few months since my last proper entry in april ? lol .. im one lazy shit =p well alot of things have happened for me.. but im too lazy to write them all or can recall all of them... the main things happening for me now is just NDP 2007 and Army Half Marathon (AHM) which are coming up soon... as u all know.. we Nsfs are plainly cheap ( free in fact ) labours in the eyes of the country... lol.. for the preparation of this year's ndp alone.. i've been involved in carrying and moving tens of thousands of water bottles.. and other stuff commonly known as "sai kang" for the past 1 month or so... in two weeks time.. gonna be doing gift packing.. not for the actual ndp but for fringe activities before and after national day itself... what i can say is that this year's ndp is rather different from the rest of the previous years... firstly its not held in national stadium nor padang.. but on a constructed floating platform at marina.. just beside the esplanade... cool huh ? haha if u guys havent seen it yet.. shld go take a look.. although the size of the platform and seating gallery aint nothing compared to the national stadium....im sure this year's ndp will be unique... there will be alot of celebrations going on before and after 8/8/07 ... thats where my unit is involved in... bah... giving out balloons ? gift packs? helping external organization in their programmes.. haha.. there's also a fire works display some where after national day.. cant remember the date exactly... will telll u all when i find out =) The thing i cant stand about these few months is that... i have to do ndp stuff.... training for ahm... and outfield training concurrently... damn shaggg man.. i dun have much time to rest... the only weekends i get is for rest and games... lol and I PLAY ALOT.. so little rest sianzz.. but not to worry ... ORD is not far haha.. its just a couple of months away.... like 8 months ? i still have to think for my future..havent really decided what to do next time ....i need time to plan ahead... learn driving... maybe change of course? find part time job ? find gf ? (haha give up on that man... i have no luck )
run and run... twice a week. for this year's 21 km marathon... not like i can siam it... 6km - 26 mins 15 secs 8km - 38 mins 30 secs 10 km - 48 mins , 46 mins 20 secs
nvr ran so much in my life before.. lol ... but my 2.4 km still sux... haha ... k time to play dota with shaun and the rest ... till i blog again =)
And not the forget... Hope DC's doing fine in US now =) look forward to meeting him with the rest again
TRANSFORMERS!!
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soon?
Sunday, June 10, 2007
gonna blog soon.. perhaps next week? haha
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A little experiment...
Friday, April 06, 2007
I have something to share with you guys..heard it from somewhere. Try this little experiment ....do as instructed.
1. Fold your arms like you normally do. Now fold ur arms the other way round. ( ur arms in an opposite way) Does it feel awkward ? Remember that feeling.
Now try this...
2. Grasp ur both hands together. Now move a finger up and grasp ur both hands again. Does it feel awkward? Remember that feeling.
So what can u tell from these two little experiments ? Generally everyone do feel awkward and experience that feeling for both .. It can be related to the things we experience in life.. We all tend to feel more comfortable by being our usual self... when we are put into a different situation.. we feel awkward and uncomfortable.. just like the folding arms and grasping ur both hands together... and we always revert back to the original ways in which we feel less awkward.. it is our brain which tell us to do so.. however..they are people who understand that they have to get use to the new environment in order to progress and become better..they are the ones who tell themselves not to revert back to their original ways when they are faced with new unfamiliar situations or challenges ... those are the successful people in life... For example we can relate it to our army life.. for us ns guys... for most find it very hard to accustom to the regimental lifestyle of the army.. people try to get themselves used to the awkward feeling and the environment..some ppl give up and try various ways to get back to their normal life style and remain the way they are... they are some who constantly remind themselves not to do so and suit themselves well into the new environment and eventually perform well in army... im not saying this entire issue is only constrain within army context... it is also similar in our future working life.... when u start to work.. u are put in a new unfamiliar place and will experience an awkward feeling... if the awkward feeling persists... it will eventually lead to u unable to perform and do ur best in work... if u are able to overcome the uncomfortable feeling by not always returning to ur original ways... u will be able to feel more comfortable in the new environment.. and only then you will be able to perform... Everyone in this world has the potential and capability... the difference is the attitude... how one makes sure that he or she is able to feel comfortable in any environment so he or she can perform to the fullest. That is success.
So what i am trying to tell you guys? Attitude is important in life... attitude affects how well you do things and determine whether u are successful in life. So remember.. whenever u face a new challenge in life.. do not feel afraid to approach it.. rather approach it with the proper attitude.. the more u exposed to the awkward feeling.. the less awkward it will feel.. and eventually lead to ur best performance... hope u guys understand =)
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parades and more parades
Sunday, March 18, 2007
chief of army change of command parade ... chief of defense force change of command parade... engineer aniversary parade.... so many lol... busy week for me.. stupid corn under my left foot still dun wanna drop .. grr
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March comes..
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Cny season is over ....havent count my ang bao money yet The junior batch guys got their results... everyone generally did well.. distinction rates were high... haha congratz to them all.. And wtf man... what shit grades i got last time... oh well haha nothing much i could do for that already.. its up to my own determination is make it back in the Uni... till then bah.. Two parades coming up this march .... parade for Chief of army and Chief of Defence force... oO.. more and more footdrillsss..everyone's most hated activity.. but i love it ...maybe im just pure sadistic =D And DAMn..... 91.3 wkrz station is long gone.. T_T ..no more technos..dance or trance on radio .. haiz.. what is this world coming to man...
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Nooooooo block leave over... so is cny soon >,<
Sunday, February 25, 2007
time really flies man... so fast one week has passed and gonna have to book in tml morning .... feels as if i had already orded lol.. oh well.. about 340 plus days left to go ? hmm recently heard about this environmental design course.. its kinda new.. wonder if nus offers that.. if so i might consider applying for that ha... hmm havent counted my ang bao money yet lol... nvm.. next book out then count.. sighz just been playing my games during this block leave.. haha nothing much ..nth interesting bah.. hahaz things just gonna get abit stagnant for the moment .. waiting for ndp season to arrive..maybe more things to look forward to.. kinda lazy to type more liao
oh yeahhhhh love the first track... but have no idea what isit called ... arghhh damn
and jason said the top video was too blurrr X_X
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up to youtube surfing again =)
Thursday, February 22, 2007
This one's by dj sammy... sounds familiar ? the same guy who made dj sammy-heaven ... most of u guys shld hear before.. nice =D enjoy
my block leave's coming to an end... lol siannnzzz nth much done this week as well.. besides playing my game.. eatt and eat
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Happy CNY !!! =)
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Finally its cny already haha.. got quite alot of hong baos today ..woot..what's better is that i have this entire week free ...block leaveEE ownage .. booking in back on 26th Feb only.. haha time for a good rest and play my games .. =) well as usual every year i draw a small red packet from the temple which supposedly tells my fortune for the year.. its written good this time again.. hmm let's hope that's the case bah.. haha sometimes really wonder if life is all about luck and coincidences.. or everything is controlled in ur very own hands... =/ recently my dota skills deproved alot... zzz oh man.. keep getting pwn by ppl.. talking abt vday lol.. a sucky one thats all i can see..nothing else (-_-'') tml gonna go bai nian again.. and tuesday onwards gonna be free.. haha.. perhaps boring i guess... army is like that.. they take so much time from u... yet when they give u time.. u suddenly feel that u are too free.. been hearing abt this new course environmental design.. kinda interests me.. gonna check it out whether nus has that course.. and maybe gonna reapply for that... still got 1 year more to go... no.. infact less than that.. 35x days left haha slowly counting..
my aunt says that i need to eat more (o_O) lol .. on the other hand i thought i've been eating too much in camp and slacking alot.. united nations at my tummy haha...anyway need to get myself to start training more myself.. need that drive man.. where did it go ...zzzz (>_<)
anyway happy chinese new year to all ! wish everyone a prosperous and happy year ahead =)
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Cny is near , so is vday
Sunday, February 11, 2007
havent really blogged for the past 2 weeks.. well kinda lazy as well... and changed my skin once again lol.. its not fully done.. gonna do something more with the picture and background and other stuff.. hmm realise my dota skills getting worse and worse lol.. bought new jeans and shoes for cny.. didnt get any new shirt ahh... don't usually do shopping one.. quite amazing tat i actually went out to buy sumthing lol well vday is coming... gonna be a rather boring vday for me this year again like last year... haha oh well.. nth much i can do.. cant really ask anyone out i guess.. gonna spend vday eating combat rations ( coy line giving us cuz it was intended) and swim at nee soon camp... not sure whether they giving us nights off that day .. but i doubt i will be going anywhere with anyone.... well to the other guys and gals... early happy valentine's day ! =D for the singles.. haha nth to be sad abt.. u're not the only one...
heard the bad news abt richard's dad last sunday.. attended his dad's wake on monday .. =/ dun really know what to say or how to help... its definitely a tragedy.. at least i know richard's coping quite ok with the loss.. to richard's dad.. rest in peace
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CNy coming
Sunday, February 04, 2007
ooo .. haha kinda lazy to type lately.. gonna change my blog skin once again for the coming cny.. lol
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shuffle =) still practising at hm
Sunday, January 28, 2007
wish could reach this standard some day haha
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Empty
Sunday, January 14, 2007
At least the dance party in nj was rather good this year... well thats the only good thing i see about this year's nj orientation actually lol... just pray and wish them good luck for this year.. hope they do well =) now each time i stepped into nj.. feels like a different world.. i no longer feel that attached to the school anymore.. after all the changes they have made.. the spirit just wasnt there as it used to be... haha ...not exactly a bad thing ... but could still recall the things we used to do in school with the rest.. i wun forget them... everything changes...even myself.. for now i can say that i don't hate any one for anything.. i dun hold grudges.. that way i lead a happier life =D i dun curse ppl anymore.. i bless them.. oh well... i find myself a supporter rather than an initater... i tend to work harder for a group or friends rather for myself =/ im lazy for myself but not for the group i belong to.. haiz.. kinda bad cuz i dun achieve much for myself.. procrastinate alot and other stuff...oh well.. have to start to think for myself already lol.. just another 389 days left to go.. think i've already made up my mind... don't bother getting into any r/s until end of ns... haha.. i dun think i have the luck in this year.. just do my best in my unit and each day ..hope everything else goes smoothly for me.. as for the girl .. i guess i'll just forget abt it and keep it the way it is.. as friends =) im quite hopeless in such thing lol
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DisClaimer
Live my life with no regrets I believe my path is not wrong.
More coming up.. try to make as many as i can... limited by the hair styles though =/
Cny season is over ....havent count my ang bao money yet
Finally its cny already haha.. got quite alot of hong baos today ..woot..what's better is that i have this entire week free ...block leaveEE ownage .. booking in back on 26th Feb only.. haha time for a good rest and play my games .. =) well as usual every year i draw a small red packet from the temple which supposedly tells my fortune for the year.. its written good this time again.. hmm let's hope that's the case bah.. haha sometimes really wonder if life is all about luck and coincidences.. or everything is controlled in ur very own hands... =/ recently my dota skills deproved alot... zzz oh man.. keep getting pwn by ppl.. talking abt vday lol.. a sucky one thats all i can see..nothing else (-_-'') tml gonna go bai nian again.. and tuesday onwards gonna be free.. haha.. perhaps boring i guess... army is like that.. they take so much time from u... yet when they give u time.. u suddenly feel that u are too free.. been hearing abt this new course environmental design.. kinda interests me.. gonna check it out whether nus has that course.. and maybe gonna reapply for that... still got 1 year more to go... no.. infact less than that.. 35x days left haha slowly counting..
